Fitness model Loni Willison blames ex-husband Jeremy Jackson, a “Baywatch” actor, for her mental health decline and homelessness. Willison, 39, was seen searching dumpsters in California and spoke about her struggles in a recent interview with X17 Online.

“My ex-husband. Getting married. At least I got divorced,” Willison said. “He set everything up to do this to me.” The couple’s tumultuous breakup in 2014, after less than two years of marriage, involved allegations of Jackson trying to choke her during a drunken fight.

Once a model for magazines like Flavour and Iron Man, Willison disappeared from the public eye for nearly four years until re-emerging in 2018 with a drastically changed appearance. She now suffers from severe stomach pain and claims she can’t live indoors due to sensitivity to electricity.

Willison says, “There’s nothing that anybody can offer me,” regarding assistance. Although she’s not happy with her life’s path, she acknowledges both good and bad parts.

In a 2018 interview, Willison revealed her crystal meth addiction and claimed she was tortured in her home. Jackson, 42, has also struggled with drug, steroid, and alcohol addiction and faced jail time for a 2015 stabbing incident.