The story follows a mother grieving the loss of her sixteen-year-old son and the emotional distance that grew between her and her husband, Sam. She expressed her pain openly, while Sam stayed silent and stoic. His quietness created “a painful distance,” making her feel alone in her grief and slowly weakening their marriage.
As Sam buried himself in work, they drifted apart until they eventually divorced. He later remarried and moved on with a new life, while she continued living with the memory of their shared tragedy.
Twelve years later, she learned that Sam had died suddenly. Attending his funeral brought back emotions she thought she had left behind. After the service, Sam’s new wife contacted her, saying there was something important she needed to reveal.
Sitting at the narrator’s kitchen table, Sam’s wife explained that Sam had grieved deeply — just not in ways anyone could see. For years, he went every night to the lake he once visited with their son, leaving flowers, talking to him, and “crying until he couldn’t stand.” He had been trying to be “strong” for her, but his silence only pushed them apart.
When the narrator visited the lake herself, she found a small wooden box hidden under a tree. Inside were dozens of letters Sam had written to their son — one for every birthday since the boy’s death. Each letter was filled with love, pain, and honesty he never showed. Understanding his hidden grief finally brought her peace and long-awaited healing.